My Demons….

The darkness that swirls from deep down within.  It creeps up and creeps out when the anger walks in.  It hits me like fury, the words come so fast .  The hate, the insults, the insecurities from past.  My head shuts down, my heart can not feel.  The walls I have built, it all feels … Continue reading My Demons….

Chosen.

Abandonment, the act of being abandoned, left.  An act we feel as early as infancy when our tears our met with silence.  An act we feel during adolescence when we weren't chosen, picked or asked.  An act we feel as adults when we are looked over, skipped past or never even considered. Abandonment was not … Continue reading Chosen.

Birthday blog…

Birthdays are my thing.  They just are.  Nevermind that I'm a Leo and pretty much plan my entire year around this one day but I'm also the youngest of three and only girl.  Therefore, birthdays were MY day growing up.  My brothers had to be nice, couldn't make me cry and I took full advantage.  … Continue reading Birthday blog…