The darkness that swirls from deep down within. It creeps up and creeps out when the anger walks in. It hits me like fury, the words come so fast . The hate, the insults, the insecurities from past. My head shuts down, my heart can not feel. The walls I have built, it all feels … Continue reading My Demons….
Abandonment, the act of being abandoned, left. An act we feel as early as infancy when our tears our met with silence. An act we feel during adolescence when we weren't chosen, picked or asked. An act we feel as adults when we are looked over, skipped past or never even considered. Abandonment was not … Continue reading Chosen.
What are you holding onto from your past? Are you present in today? I have a bad habit of carrying my past into my present. Bringing the disappointment, pain & hurt along as my armor, my “protection”. But, instead they become scabs that leave open wounds behind. They are fragile and easily reopened. The problem … Continue reading Healing open wounds…
So I know I’m a whole 10 days into this 37 thing but honestly, I’m pretty sure I’ve got it pretty much figured out. Here it goes: 1. Money won’t last forever, nor bring me everlasting happiness so I’m done stressing over it. I’ll get what I get and won’t throw a fit...yes, I’m a … Continue reading 37 is so yesterday…
Birthdays are my thing. They just are. Nevermind that I'm a Leo and pretty much plan my entire year around this one day but I'm also the youngest of three and only girl. Therefore, birthdays were MY day growing up. My brothers had to be nice, couldn't make me cry and I took full advantage. … Continue reading Birthday blog…
Anxiety is the result of us losing control, the funny part is...thinking we ever had it. I’m not one that tends to worry a lot. I think the best outcomes are possible, everything will be ok and I walk with a whole lotta hope. BUT, even I can get wrapped up in the game of … Continue reading “Be anxious for nothing” Phil 4:6
Daily Devotion. For many of us toting tiny tots, daily devotion is simply waking up, drinking that first cup of coffee, reading that sweet verse that sits upon our intrusive phone and going about our day. Possibly praying in route, but not so much stimulated by the spirit as by the whiny kiddos in the … Continue reading Our daily dose of devotion….
